33

As if 30 wasn;t bad enough but 33. How am I ever going to comprehend getting older when I have not even live my life.

- I have not travel to Europe, US, Latin America!!!!

- I have not even been back home for the last 5 years!

- I have not bought my investment property in Melbourne!

- I have still to balance my family life and career!

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But one thing is for certain, I have so much life goals unfulfilled and the best bit about it, I have another 7 good long years to do it before the big 4 0 hit me like a big smack on the face.

Optimistic and ever so ambitious, I am up for a Real challenge! Life is nothing without a wee bit of struggle, hard effort, lots of patience and endurance. It;s like the amazing race, as long as you keep pushing yourself, you might stand a chance to stay alive in the game and actually win the race! NO one is a loser if they dun give up?

Guess it;s just a mental state of mind:as I have a few things on the head , clearing and eager to like get back on track.

The second baby will put me back 2 years before I can even go back to work. Work keeps me afloat and financially sane. I hate the fact of relying on my partner for any extra income.

In case anyone still am not clear on how shopholic I am, it;s a curse and a blessing in disguise. I simply yearn for the good things in life way too much to settle for mediocre.

Getting older makes me wiser, I hope. I should better than last year right?

Finger crossed anyway. I still make silly mistakes! Like never checking the date of my online cinema tickets before hitting the confirm button!

Hopefully, I will learn my lessons in life and actually end the year with such a wonderful new addition to the family.