A change of thought....

I have strive to be brutally honest in my blog, in hopes to share and impart personal experiences among my friends. It;s not by all means, accurate to how I feel and may even distort my daily emotions.

I only write on how I feel on that very day and on that particular subject. It does not reflect on my own personal agendas. I may have raise some concern among my friends about my new baby but it's a ongoing journey.

The update is I have stop overfeeding Baby Tyler because he has put on a lot of weight and his jaundice is clearing. I did tried to top his formula for night feed but I noticed some "pimples" on his face and it could be due to the heatiness of the formula, which I am not sure of.

I am persistent to stay true to BF if I can because I have milk and would otherwise, choose not to BF. Please do not assume I dun advocate formula because it is such a personal choice for me.

One of the main reason being I am eager to lose the baby flab and BF works wonder for me to lose the excess weight...fast.

I do not dare to even start working out as I am so scare of my scar and wound healing or hitting a hernia?

But a good friend suggested I take time to BF Tyler and it;s true, I have reach the 3 hrs time lap and I am contend.

Mother has been of great relief to me and the other thing that I have change my mind on is the state of child care in oz.

I pay 60 for half a day session in between 7 am to 1 pm.

The state of the equipment and well, overall hygiene of the place is quite alarming.

It;s not very clean after all.

Worst, with hotter weather, Lya could easily pick up contagious illness.

I had only send her so I can rest and sleep, but it turns out if Tyler continues to sleep 3 hrs quarterly , I could endure little Lya.

Child care needs to be regulated in Oz. It needs to have a higher standards and carefully monitor. Ill equiped ones are the worst.

IF the health inspector run regular sport checks on restaurants, why not on child care?

A surprise visit, to ensure the staff and cleaniless are kept at par?

I pay a very good sum of money for it.

I dun really mind paying for it but I mind sending her to some dodgy child care. The ones that are clean and properly managed are overcrowded and there are no vacancies.

Such a dilemma to get a good one indeed.

I was considering child care for Lya till November, simply because I thought it was the best thing to do to keep her well adjusted.

But it turns out I am better off joining the playgroup instead.

Would I take the risk of her catching something serious?

I do not think so...