Finally...

We tried Nan Gold for like the 7.30 pm feed and he still could not sleep till 11.30 pm.

I gave him around 100ml of Nan and continue to nurse him till he slept. He did pee and poo a far bit but the thing is, he went to bed at midnite and only woke up by 3.45am. Which is a good thing because mummy gets to sleep too.

I dun think baby Tyler can sleep through the night at this stage. He is far too young to hold his pee and poo poo.

But the formula helps contain him longer.

I do NOT have anything against formula. Just to clear up any misunderstandings or great debate.

It;s a personal choice for myself and my family.

Truthfully, I enjoy BF ( Breast feeding). Why?

I can;t put a finger on it.

Maybe cause it justify me, not working and I am fully committed to BF the babies.

Or maybe I am kinda scared of The C word, since mum is a breast cancer survivor and I am inclined to protect myself. With any luck because C does not discriminate right?

Or maybe I like to see the babies grow stronger and well, I simply enjoy feeding them.

and I love how many calories it burnt! I am a fat girl. I need to burnt as much off as I can and I simply do not have the time to work out. Not yet anyway.

Vic beckham runs 8 miles a day!!! Explaining the stick figure lar!

I dun have access to nannies or chefs or personal trainer.

I wish I had more access to families visits.

Poor mum is missing home, and anyone to talk to. I hope becky will come next weekend to cheer her up a tad bit and help out with Lya.

Counting on you Becky!

I still have a long way to go.

Milly leaves next friday.

My fingers are deeply crossed.