It;s MOnday!

What did I thought would happen? Two mothers under the same roof for like 3 weeks before the baby arrives? Different opinions? Different upbringing? Different attitude?

One side is my own mother and the other side is milly. There can not be a happy ending but a level of tolerance. It's a Home and Not some hotel. I know there is a fine line between being messy, too care free, unhygienic, Unorganized or simply not caring enough to do a good job.

However, being too controlling over matters that must not be push too far because a child's happyness is at state? IF I ever pull a "Bree" personality in Desperate Housewife, as pointed by my sister, which is true and relevant; I will end up making everyone in the family miserable because they can not keep up with my music.

I have to go pass being too uptight about matters that does not weigh in anymore than it should. OF coz, I can;t let cockroaches run the household or let dodo's fur invade the floor.

If anything, the dog keeps me level because I need to ensure the house is clean enough for sanitary reasons.

But spotless and like, cooking a five star meal? Come on, darling, if you ever happen to read my blog dear ( My loving partner), Please try and understand I am coping without any extra hands and I can ONLY do one thing at One time.

I always pride myself in taking care of myself. Whatever happens, be it Lya is sick or must be fed, or house must be clean, I always drink enough water and eat the right food.

A packet of chips does not cut as a good meal when the baby is nursing and I realized that I do need to keep a level head and DO what I can.

To my darling partner, Please stop comparing the both mothers and maybe lift a finger and help me. I can not bring myself to treat both mothers as maid.

Because they are NOT....

full stop.

He have the most ..... caring parents I have ever seen. Not only do they support his life choices financially, they actually serve him foot and mouth.

But how he take them for granted.

How he neglect the fact that he is old enough to take full reign of his role as my husband and a father to my children.

IF I over-relied on in laws for help, I would forever be .... ill prepared to control my own children and what Kinda example do I set for my children?

It;s Monday and I am not going to let anything tamper my anxiety to see my baby arrive in this world.