HappY me...

This is how I really want people to see me, Happy and with a pet poodle. Smiling and being so cheerful.

Not stuck at home with nagging in laws , constantly bickering on how to raise my little girl.

Before I jump into conclusion, I really just have to say, I imagine my life, even with kids, adapting, accommodating, cheerful, calm, reserve, working hard and not taking life for granted.

I do not believe in asking anyone else for help to raise my kids. They will let me know what they need and I shall learn, adapt, cope and pick up.

Milly have been hounding me on their routine , though I had to remind her , I managed to raise my little girl without her help. She have been with me for 3 months and no doubt, she can claim that I can not cope without her help, I am determine to rebut her debate and challenge her that I can.

Happy thoughts always seems to be on my side. I admit, the fury of getting someone to tell you things that you already know, is kinda like getting over a heated debate. By 30 mins or so, I may forget the reason why I am so angry about. Simply because I am too tired to care or too busy with other things that I forgotten why I was even angry at first.

Like holding a toy poodle, or just admiring the courage of other friends to open a boutique, I am inspired to not just limit my own boundaries.

Why should I limit my own happiness and let others affect how I feel?

Personally, I know what to do with my kids, and my career and my daily emotions?

I am eager to get back my life to myself and my partner. I am eager to just have the privacy of planning a family getaways without any wife tales on what you can and cannot do with children.

Sometimes, you just have to remind yourself , how you used to be like and not let others convinced you that having children is a burden. I can still be a mother, dress up and have a toy poodle as a pet.

and Why not?